Jij,
Jij bent het mooiste wat me is overkomen sinds vele jaren,
Na veel grijze haren…
Na veel lessen des leven,
Kwam ik je tegen.
Opeens en totaal onverwacht,
Dat had ik toen niet gedacht.
Jij vond mij verlegen…
Het leven bewandeld soms bijzondere wegen.
Oh Selim, je bent ver van mij,
Maar toch ook weer dichtbij…
Ik voel me zo erg verbonden met jou,
Daarom is het dat ik van je hou…
Een thuisgevoel heb ik bij jou,
Over 5 weken, dat is al gauw.
Dan sluit ik je weer in mijn armen,
En je vriendelijke hart doet mij verwarmen!
Alles voelt zo bekend en vertrouwd,
Ook als ik hoor dat je van me houd…
‘t Is alsof het altijd al zo was geweest,
Bij jou zijn is een feest…
and today
today i send you the goodbyemail...
goodbye, my sweetness
i can't stand more pain...
the time with you was so precious to me
i keep you in my heart forever
2 weeks ago
You told me today...you are on the same place where we kissed each other for the first time 2 weeks ago.
You are doing all the same things, only now i am not there...
You make me so happy, although i am so sad that we aren't together.
I am so unsure all the time...
today i had a difficult time, but just at the right time you eased my mind with your SMS
Can it be that you really love me?
Sunday when i felt so bad in my stomage you send me that SMS that you felt sadnes because you missed me so much...wow...like telepathy!
Well, time will tell everything...but i think like you, that you came on my path for a reason.
Have a safe journey home tonight.
Ohh my...
oh, my head and heart...
I am so affraid...it feels so good and so nice again, but i'm still affraid to think it's ok this time.
Perhaps it's another sweety pie?
He feels so sincear and honest, even his name means: the reliable.
Well, i don't know yet what will happen, but at this moment it helps me to forget about a lot of pain and i hear all day that i am walking on sunshine.
So, thats nice for as long as it takes.
Perhaps he have to marry some girl also one day, nothing surprises me anymore...but this time i am prepaired.
I feel loved and that's what i didn't feel for a long time...so for how long it takes, that's good for me.
