Tomorrow queensday
Long live the queen!
I have to work on queensday from 7 till 7 ...to assist the police.... so i will go to bed tonight early.
My boys are gone to their father for this weekend, and i am off to bed early....
This is my life.
new life
Ha, i am finally glad to be alone....
i found a way to enjoy myself and i have a new life....this way.
I went out a few times to some music places..life bands...some not well known bands, but very nice
i heard some really good stuff...punk-rock and alternative...
And i have a new haircut and a cool leather jacket, to go with the new life!
I went to my old bar, where i used to go about 20 yrs. ago...the atmosphere was still ok. Only a little more quiet that those old days.
Now i've had some dates, but it all was not what i expected of it, so i give that up...i will enjoy my loneliness more that ever. I can do what i want, go where i want, so what is more beautifull than that?
The latest nice thing that happened to me was very special........ there is a writer who writes in columns in a magazine, and i like him very much.
Everytime i read his columns and most of the times i am laughing very much, he writes so cool.
So i could see him in an exposition in a museum where he was writing for a couple of weeks...and when i went to see him, he wasn't there anymore.
I was disappointed of course, so when i was back home, i tryed to find him on-line to write him a message.
And i did, i told him how much i liked his work and that i went to see him, etc.
Then i've got an answer!!!!
Didn't expect it really....so i was very surprised of course and i smiled all day at my work.
Then after a few days, the new magazine, i read his column and he sounds so sad...it was really very bad.
I thought he doesn't feel good at all, a broken love, alcohol, and more things i recognized...when i read his words...oh i can feel what he feel, so good...i have been there myself....
So i wrote him an e- mail again, with some encouragements....
And today i've got my reward, he answered me and it was so nice.
I am glad with the idea that i made him smile, maybe only for one short moment,
when he saw my words, coming from my heart.
Keep on going Ernest..... be strong and believe in yourself like i do!
