Wednesday, August 31, 2005

First post

This first post i want to make made be think all day about so many things in my life, that i had a very emotional time today.
So funny how such things can do that to me.
But i thought about the last 2 and a half months, and that is so little when you know what the rest contains.
I gave the song: Sometimes you can't make it on your own. from U2 to a friend who might need those words, but i came to the conclusion that these words are more for my benefit than for his.
I tell anyone that i'm so though and i am hard enough. But that isn't always true.
I always said that i want to write a book about my life, but who want to read all that messy stuff?
So that held me back.
But now i want to write some things that happened, as a red thread through the daily matters.
Not interesting enough for most people i guess, but i do it just for myself. I want to get harder and thougher and i need to reflect a lot.