Daily post
Today i had a surprise on my privat musicwebsite...;))) *big smile*
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When i come home i heard an SMS from Sonja .. she explained why she didn't come or called me yesterday>>> her brother tryed to commited suïcide, he was in the hospital with a heartattack because of that.
I heard from her last time when she was with me in december, that her brother is schizofrenic, and that he have so many problems.
I knew her brother from the past when i came to Sonja's house when she still lives with her mother and brother, and i remember him playing on packman when i was there....he was arround16 or 17 at that time...
Well, it is very sad...
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But to end this day i listen to my music, and i am tired so i will go to bed early.
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Yvon and I have decided to go to Turkye anyway.. i will push her wheelchair...we said..we will have fun as we have always!!! And we are positive as always..hahaahh
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Today i went together with Lukas to Gaby in Germany, Sonja didn't come and i called her 6 times (i waited 2 hours for her) also tonight when i was back at my house i called her again...i hope nothing serious has happened.
It was a rainy day.. so it was a good day to drive a long way...and when i met Gaby it was like we were old friends.. she have a nice life, overthere in Germany.
It brought back some feelings, when i drove in Germany....And it made me think:
Could i have done something better... did i forget to do something...what are my misstakes? i'm still not out of it.. don't have all the answers yet...
What is it that all the good guys run away from me?
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Well tomorrow duty calls again...work work work....early out of bed.
Sometimes life can be so unfair!
Sometimes life is so unfair...
Bart is a colleague of me.
He works there some months, but since last week we are more close, that was because of a green spot on his sweather..i asked his are you a painter? and that was so, so we talked about art and more and lately i can say we are friends.
Then he told me last week that he is married to a woman in Kenia and she was pregnant..9 months!!! So it could come every day... She must do a naturalisation curse first, before she is allowed to come to the Netherlands thats because of our politics, thats why she isn't here yet.
Now when we worked sunday evening he received a call and heard that it began.
Today i heard that the baby was born yesterday, but died later that day.
Now he is going to Kenia saturday.
Today was another colleague of me, (Jolanda, we are close friends) her daughter from 15 years old going to take an abortion.
I had a call tonight from Yvon, the girlfriend that i go to Turkye with in less than 2 weeks.
She had an accident today.
She was fallen with the slipperiness from today, it was around freezing temperature...now she cannot walk she hurt her knee very badly.
So i don't know what will happen for our vacation...it's not important anymore for me....i care more for Yvon than for a vacation.
So we have to wait and see what will happen.
To be continued.............
Daily news
After the crash from my PC.. UPC crashed and i didn't have internet for another 4 days.
But now that was OK again, still i couldn't come on internet, so there was still something wrong with the PC, i was on the telephone with a helpdesk man for almost one hour and still didn't work..oh ohh...what a bill will that be!
Than i reset the pC again i didn't see another option, and yes i was on-line again!!! Finally after more than a week. So i put AVAST on it to be save.
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Today i was a free day after a working weekend .. but thats always a full day.
First i went to the doktor, for a 5 yearly controll of uterusneck check for cancer.
Then i went to some stores, bcs the refrigerator was almost empty again!!!!
in the meantime i was fighting with my PC again..there is someting still not right, but i can't put my finger on it!!! grrr
Then bcs it was nice and sunny and i missed so much an so long sport and bicycle..i decided to not listen to the dok, and take my bike....
So i went on my bicycle to some stores and it was great...i didn't notice even that it was so cold suddenly and later the rain!!!
Then i had to take Lukas out of school, so i brought him and his girlfriend here and i look in the PC again... everything works so slowly!!!
Oh yes and bcs i was free today, i cooked special things that take a long time...so today we eat couscous with lamb, hmmm.. only now i still feel so full of it..it grows in your stomage..hehehe
It is an arabic meal, with 7 vegetables, so very healthy!
And i also made fresh chickensoup... Thats a sort of must when i am free.
And i cleaned all the house and did some laundry...
and when my kids opened the refrigerator, they must laugh, but i said, i have to work for 4 days so its necessary.
So today was an overdose of domesticated, cosey, homey stuff.
later after dinner i layed down on the cauch for a moment bcs i was so tired, but after i brought Lukas to bed, i continued the fight with the PC again, now i removed AVAST and installed AVG av and firewall, sa wait and see how this works.
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Oh, i heard from Amin, he have a job now, so his pregnant wife doesn't have to go back to Brasil in april, after the 3 months turistvisum!!! He is so happy now...so thats great news.
He didn't believe it would happen but i told him all the time, that everything would be allright.
It feels good to be friends again after all these years.
Now i go to bed.
