CornyMom

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Well, today everything looks better again, after a terrible evening yesterday when i remembered again why i divorced that horreble egoïstic creature.
Yesterday I came home after my work, and thought that my kids were already with their father all day, he had said that he would pick-up the kids in the early morning, so before i went to the office, i gave them breakfast and told them to hurry with clothing and clean the teeth, because pappa will come soon!
Than i came home from work in the evening and i saw my neighbour she told me that my kids were gone just a few minutes before i came home.
I said you must be misstaken, they were not home all day!
She said, they were here all day, and Lukas was here for lunch...but i don't know were Vincent was all day...perhaps he was with a friend.
Then i tryed to call my ex, to ask why he wasn't here in the morning, what we agreed?
And his telephone was off... so i became angry more and more...oh i feel so powerless in such occasions.
I cryed and felt a headache coming.
Then i go to bath and hope to calm down some, but i felt down more and more...oh what a terrible life i have, is all what i could think...nothing goes right for once in my life!! So i cryed and cryed and my headache became only worce.
So after a while i tryed to eat and hoped to see a friend on-line, perhaps for some advice what i can do. I miss SP in times like this.
Then Yvon called me and ask how if i came to eat taco's with her...mexican food.
And i told her what was going on and i am not the funniest company...
but she could manage to calm me down and i went over there.
We eat the taco's and then we dicide to go to Joleen in her work. Joleen works in a nursing-home and she is..having a sort of friend living there he is her patient, he have a high transverse leasy since 3 years, its a man from about 40 he was a sportive type, boxer and stood in the middle of life when a bacterie placed him in this situation.
Now all he can do is talk and eat and for the rest he needs help...even his hands he cannot use.
We were talking with him for some time and laughed a lot...he told all his stories and even while his life is so sad, he could also find a way to have fun. He said he was glad that we came to visit hi, it was a normal evening like always and now, it was special because of us!
It was again: lachen, gieren, brullen....
And i thought then, what am i thinking, that my life is terrible? It is nothing compared to that...so i had a lesson, and also a funny night.
It started on our search to Joleen, because Yvon said i don't know on which floor she works...and we go to the 7th floor firsth... (now a coïncidence is that i worked on that floor some years ago)
It was a PG department (Psycho-Geriatric) so we go out the elevator and we saw a man standing by a rollator, and he said with absence of mind: i don't know it anymore....
i don't know it any more....
Then Yvon looked at him and she said: i don't know it also anymore!!!
and we started to laugh..it was such a funny situation, we didn't know the floor were Joleen worked...so we tryed a lot of floors, but on the 7th floor it is a closed floor, so you cannot escape when you live there....hahahah..so when Yvon was laughing so hard and repeat all the time that man, i don't know it too!!! suddenly a nurse came to us, and i said ..maybe they keep us here too!!!
Everything was so funny, then the nurse helped us out of this department...pfff

posted by CornyMom @ 7:45 PM